Penny for thought

My cell phone was survived with 4 missed calls and was still blinking and vibrating when I came back to room. Yes, I am not a phone friendly person. Gadgets and gizmos are just fixed assests for me, will never be my priorities. I know when some of my friends read this, they will say "एट लिस्ट आफ्नो बानि थाहा रहेछ केटीलाई" :) This year's Dashain was very quiet and subtle, I was appreciating some other parts of the globe then and when I realized it was too late. Never mind, there's always a next time :) I have been putting aside so many works since a long time, procrastination is now a MANTRA. Still deep inside गजबको फुर्ती छ, अक्टोबरभरिमा भ्याँउछु भनेर, I really don't understand my vaccuum strengths sometimes. All weekdays are not same, five days I am in the pig pens, appreciating the filths, noises and snouts of the pigs. म सँगै दुईजना फ्रेन्च केटाकेटी पनि काम गर्छन्, सुङुर भनेपछि ज्यान नै फाल्छन, खोइ के हो? I think genes has a lot to do in this area. जानेका फ्रेन्च शब्दहरु कनिकुथी भन्दिन्छु, जे होस् सोल्टिहरु छक्क चाहि पर्छन्। नेपाल कहाँ छ भनेर सोध्यो त्यस्ले, कन्सिरी तातेर आयो, "सेम अन यू" भनिदिए, I could not stand him, then he started googling. गोर्खाली, त्यसमाथि छेत्रीनीलाई सन्कायो, उस्तै परे छप्काइन्थ्यो होला, भनेर भन्दा केही हुन्न, हा हा.... Just to be in Nepalese loop, I remember Physics quote, "Energy never dies , it just keeps changing the forms", like we do in Nepal. We have bountiful of energy to do things, but we keep changing the forms. The energy that can be used to work seriously is changed into keeping gossips alive, the energy to study is changed to तातो न छारोको एनर्जी to padlock campuses, burn tyres.गफ दिएको भरमा जिवन गुजारा गर्नेहरु धेरै छन नेपालमा. I have been asked several times why Nepalese opt for foreign countries when you finish studies, you don't have a job Luna in Nepal???के भन्ने recession चलिराछ भन्न पनि आँफैलाई पच्दैन, काम पाइन्न भनेर कसरी भन्नु? Appealing answer will be," I just want to finish my studies",खेल नै खत्तम , but unfortunately I don't know the end point till date. It's a bit strange but I think most of us lack a goal. Lucky are those who know where to go. गर्न चाँहि केही नगर्ने हामी , दशैमा खसी काट्ने, मासु खाने, बरमझिया बाटोमा पर्‍यो भने बुडो बाबाको असली पेडा कोसेली किन्ने (त्यस्मा पनि केही मिसावट छ कि ?)शोक न सुर्ता भोक न भकारी भनेको यही होला... Let me update you people with some of the recent news. Rabindra Mishra has raised very vulnerable issues. He has portrayed the real picture of Nepal and the lives of those deserted and abandoned. I read it on facebook. भारतमा अन्ना हजारेले तहल्का मच्चाका छन् भने नेपालमा बबन दाजुले सन्सनी फैलाएका छन् रे, President is on Quatar's visit, heard the traffic was again halted. I am sure he didn't take our National Airlines which calls off the flight every single day. Lame duck :( He must be enjoying the Royal hospitality. NRN held a general assembly again, what for ??? I didn't go to the details but I hope they enjoyed the candid environment and the fine delicacies. I wish they could really read the story of country besides orgnizing congress. Just for a refreshment- My room is barren and at this moment I am looking at Hari Khatri's pictures on one of the walls. Infectious smile, must say :) What would it be like when this Nepali guy in USA, who got a grant for TB research there, will find panacea for Nepalese TB patients, that would be "ओबर दामी" I was also thinking about this Nepali astronomer who found water in Mars, Hats off!!! but we will be more proud of him if he finds some water in Nepal, not to mention, in capital city or somewhere near Palpa, oh!! there are so many issues to be dealt. अमेरिकनले अमेरिका बनाउने, नेपालीले पनि अमेरिकालाई नै बनाउने अनी हाम्रो नेपाललाई चाहि कुन चाहि शक्तिमान आएर बनाउँछ कुन्नी? I wish I dream of a prosperous Nepal tonight. I am trying to sleep with this heavy guilt inside !!!! I believe I will repay her. A penny for thought.